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| 01:11am 04/06/2005 |
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| 03:20am 08/09/2004 |
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ahhhh
it felt good being back at KSUN
thanks to all that tuned in to listen.
Especially Kendall from New Mexico who called in to say what'sup
www.sonoma.edu/ksun
every tuesday night 10pm-12am
Feel free to call in and i'll put u on the air =)
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| 12:30pm 02/09/2004 |
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I ran into a lot of people yesterday
it was good to see all of them
I know where the 524 girls are now.
Except that Jen, Erin, and Lisa aren't there.
Jen didn't want to come back apparently.
Erin and Lisa didn't have the grades to come back.
So that sucks ass.
I still haven't seen Des...what's up?Finish ur sorority stuff and drop by you!!
So last night I had a small party gettogether with Dawn
and a friend of hers that I think is named Shila.
That was fun. Good times were had.
I had to walk them back at 1:30am.
We got to about the first parking lot and we saw some car
swerve into a parking spot, and three girls get out.
All were drunk, one especially.
One of the slightly more sober ones saw me and said:
Hey don't I know you?"
I said I wasn't sure, she asked me what classes I had and she though maybe we shared one.
I then noticed the birthday hat on one of them so I said happy birthday.
Then the other girl said: "OOOH she hasn't had her birthday kiss yet!"
So already being a gentlemen, I helped her out and then proceeded to walk Dawn the rest of the way home.
God I love college =)
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| Na na na na.... |
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| 10:51pm 19/08/2004 |
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Well..it's done.
I've just finished writing my final confidentials and letters for the summer.
2 months already done. It always goes by fast. I'm not going to lie =)
I will miss many things (mostly people) here. But I do still look forward to returning to college.
I feel like I've left something undone here. And I'm really..iuno..at odds with how to deal with it. We'll see if something happens over the next two days, who knows.
That was kinda cryptic hehe...
sigh
I'm a huge dork and it always comes out full blast here. That's probably why I like it here =)
Much love to all here, and all whom I'm about to reunite with.
The summer was good...it always is =)
I'm falling into a somber mood now, so I'll get off and let someone else use this shit computer now.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love, and be loved in return
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| 05:14pm 09/02/2004 |
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This is the 6th day since my computer fragged itself.
That and other events have lead me to just decide to build my own computer.
I already grabbed a case and ordered a motherboard
of which I have no doubt I'll catch shit for it later.
I continually find myself sitting in classes and thinking about how retarded this is.
Not necessarily because the class is too easy, or the teacher is insane,
Because I am getting nothing out of this.
No enlightenment, nothing substantial, nothing but frustration and annoyance.
So why are my folks spending mad amounts of money for me to sit in a room
and be beaten stupid with meaningless rhetoric?
Granted....they did send me to Oakley...so this is nothing new
But it honestly just makes me want to just march into the admissions office sometimes
and yell at them while I demand my tuition back.
Speaking of things that make me want to bash my head in...
I have been having far too many Guy's nights lately...
It seems that if you are a girl I don't know or haven't had a chance to get comfortable with,
then I won't have the mental capability to talk to you.
I somehow change to...
.......ULTRA MEGA MONDO SUPER RETARDED MAN!!!!! man man man.....
or something to that effect.
ugh....iuno
immagonnashutupandplayguitarnowokie?
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| 02:08pm 13/09/2003 |
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I made it Friends-Only for right now...maybe later I'll switch it back....post me if you want in on the workings of my mind. Sorry folks.... |
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| Driving...I will catch that horizon |
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| 09:57pm 10/09/2003 |
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mood:  determined
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I'm going to go driving. I was hoping to find an intelligent conversation tonight. No such luck
Getting in my car....heading somewhere.
Piercing my ear is starting to sound really appealing
Sorry you have trouble reading these Jess. I find highlighting it works =)
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| fooooooooooooooood |
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| 10:56am 09/09/2003 |
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mood:  hungry
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the only reason I can stand waking up for class at 9:20 is because it's theatre....I wake up to go sleep
foooooooooood
I'm going to grub with Sarah I think
Cafe food here is sooo good
yummy
-B
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| Alright...cool |
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| 12:42pm 08/09/2003 |
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So first I'd like to say how much I love my english class. First off we've been doing these music pieces where we wrote a small one page paper on a piece of music that meant something to us. Kid named Nate played Coltrane which was appreciated, and then played a little jazz on the piano that just sits in our classroom. Him and one other person presented, and that was it. Fucking glorious. At this rate...that's all that's going to happen for the next two weeks. Even though that paper I typed wasn't due today, I'm not upset. I woke up naturally and hey, I didn't put a lot of energy or commitment into it =)
Here's where things took a change I wasn't expecting. Math
Teacher took role, my name wasn't called, told her that, she said I wasn't able to be added to the class.
Alright...cool.
Now I don't have to buy the book, don't have to deal with the bullshit internet class, have a lot more free time, and...well shit I don't have to deal with math for at least a semester. Brilliant.
Damn...what am I going to do with all this free time?
Chris is back...xbox is back...mmmmmmmKOTOR
I was right, today was interesting
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| 09:01am 08/09/2003 |
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Okay so I fall asleep watching Adult Swim and I still haven't written a damn word to the 4 page paper I have due in English. I set the alarm for 9:30 (for a 10:00 class) and say fuck it...I really can't describe what it means to be human in 4 pages.
Six thirty in the goddamn morning....and I wake up. No sudden jarring noise, no sudden light source in my eye, more importantly no alarm. How the hell did I wake up? I don't know. What's even more amazing....is that I actually chose to sit down and do the paper. What's even more amazing than that, is that I did it. I just banged it out with plenty of time to write this and...if I wanted to, get breakfast. Shit I have 30 minutes before my alarm goes off. Granted my math still isn't done, by my math class is an experimental one with a fucked up teacher so I'm not really going to stress that anyway. It's not even worth GE credit...heh...I haven't even bought the book.
Strong Bad was a good one today
Today is going to be interesting
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| Hopefully my folks will understand... |
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| 10:29pm 07/09/2003 |
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Dinner at Tony's was good... grilled sausages and bread with dipping sauce and some coke and bourbon, followed by some well cooked steaks, all while watching the the Titans wear down the Raiders.
While I was walking back to my car I just started to think about school, life, my whole outlook on stuff. I came to, not so much a decision as an understanding, that I really wasn't going to put effort into the grades I would recieve here. I learn more about life just through experiences rather than lectures, and having my life graded in front of me has never gone over well. I seek enlightenment, not success, glory, riches, empowerment. A life of a wanderer would suit me fine if I obtained the knowledge I wished for. A life of predictable monotomy, is a life not lived. Don't bury me yet.
I've been starving for a deep conversation. Not that I'm completely surrounded by idiots, I just haven't had the circumstances to sit down and have a conversation I could appreciate. Fuck I sound like an arrogant dick. Maybe Lisa will want to talk....=)
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| 04:28pm 07/09/2003 |
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mood: happy
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Lauren has the ability to do that mom healing make everything better perspective on life which I always appreciate. She said she didn't even start reading her books till this year. That makes me feel a lot better about my total lack of attempt on my reading. I'm heading to Tony's for the first time to chill, drink some beer, eat BBQ style. Chill out and forget everything.
Ahh dave....play that wonderful music you do
Leroy Moore on the sax everyone
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| 12:59pm 06/09/2003 |
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What more could I want
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| 02:23am 06/09/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative
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I really need to roadtrip
Just to take off with someone I'm totally comfortable around and head to somewhere that has someone we both know
Drive for hours talking, listening to music, calm....peaceful.....true
I think you'll like my new user pic Jess
I think it suits me pretty well.
yah...I'm a sap...
I just wish I could be someone's sap
I'm tired of being alone
No one here plays guitar....
and they all request the same songs...
Where shall I find my healing?
Where shall I find rest?
When will I find her....
Now bring me that horizon......
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| 02:34am 05/09/2003 |
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mood: slowly and pleasantly sobering
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You were the dark
You were the pain
You are the wrong
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place I belong
Don't wanna lose the time to come home
Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
Heaven is on the way
Heaven is on the way
You were the sea on the decline breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep
Whatever you say it's alright
Whatever you do it's all good
Whatever you say it's alright
Changed up my room a bit. I like it more now...got all my posters up, and my back no longer faces the door. Had a nice dinner with Megan this evening. Got a little more insight into what had happened with her and Peter. Celebrated Fisch's bday by finally getting drunk again. I feel so much better now. =)
Now all I need is to have a wonderful girl come and hold me until I drift asleep and then wake me in the morning with her kiss. ::sigh::
What may come in dreams...
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| Ahhh the internet....how I have missed thee |
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| 11:08am 03/09/2003 |
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Ahh shit.....way too much has happened since my last entry. I'm going to sum it up with I'm in college now and enjoying it.
This morning I slept in too late and missed my english class...whoops. I emailed the teacher explaining why and promising to bring in the assignment later. Hopefully that will work.
Alright ....so I'm currently living with Chris/Mike/Peter/Claire/Rachel/Sarah/Caitlin in one very nice suite room...and....ya...things are cool. Basically every other night there's been a party here. The room next door got busted though during this weekend so we gotta keep it down now. For a little while.
Ok so no one else here plays guitar! What the fuck! No one to jam with!!! How am I going to get better!?? Grrrr
I need more songs to d/led. I've already listened to all of my new ones to many times.
Lots of cute girls...haven't found the right one yet...well....at least I think I haven't.
ugh...it's too early...maybe I'll add more later today. All for you Jess ;)
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| 12:11pm 09/08/2003 |
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Well...I woke up at 5:45 so I could wake my kids up, paint our frat symbols on their chests (and mine), and proceed to hike all the way up to Hi-camp where we took 10 second cold showers, drank cold water, and then sat in a kiddy pool filled with ice and water while being drenched with ice water before jumping in a pool of 85 degrees farenheit. Ahhhh......polar bear swim. It scares me how that name has followed me here. The realization that I only have one week left here has only just now hit me. It's ....iuno...sad, nostalgic, and a buncha other feelings that are all scrambled about in my head. I'm going to miss it....at the same time...I'll be glad to be back.
Right...so I dreamed about her again. I don't know why she's the only one I ever remember dreaming about. People keep telling me that even though I don't remember them, I still dream every night. How come I always remember the ones with her?
Stupid question. I know the answer. or at least I think I do. I have no idea why my head can't seem to look past it.. again I'm not sure that it really wants too.
Music will heal my soul
It always does
Nat's bugging me to play anyways
Play on guitar man
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| 09:38am 06/08/2003 |
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Wooo.....Raging Waters on a day off. And it's cloudy so I won't die in the sun!!! Hoorah!
Yay slippery sliding
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| 12:50pm 05/08/2003 |
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Score, so there's an excellent chance of seeing Allison soon which totally makes my summer considering I haven't seen her all year!
Things are groovy, my cabin this session is cool, playing a lot of guitar. Wrist was sprained for a while but that hasn't stopped me. So my brother is turning 18 in a little more than a week. Which tweeks me out. Although I have to say I rule because I gave him an iPod for his birthday gift. Granted it was my old one, and I gave myself a stylish new sexy god-given 10gb one, but recieving what was a $300 gift still rules for him. My hope is now he'll listen to more music. Congrats on making 18 bro, try not to waste all your money on porn. Oh! and if I catch you buying cigs I'm smacking you stupid!
So...apparently here at camp (or at least within this one group of 4 girls) I'm not innocent at all compared to them. Played ten fingers and I lost before they had 5 left. Wow....I guess it's just people who go to this camp that are innocent. Although that can't be true because it was this place that got me driking in the first place. Hmmm....
Contemplative in thought,
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